SALE

For all the female readers , I am sure this word must have put a smile on your face..for all the males ..umm lets skip this part..
Shopping is I must admit is one of the high ranker's in things that make my adrenaline rush ( to be frank there are only two shopping and chocolate ).
Its that time of the year again when almost all the shops have these huge colorful signage , that hallucinate me..though I have  detested percentage all my life and my mind always stops working when I see such alien symbols..but the percentage signs here make a lot of sense to me..even though i have never been able to  calculate the actual price after the discount percentage, that's too much maths..at too critical a time..
Going from one glass door to other..seeing colorful stuff all around makes me ecastic , most of the time ( in fact lets make it all ) I never buy things that I may need , will need , would ever need ..but at that point of time it seems to be the most critical part of my wardrobe , and good that we girls are at making excuses to ourselves , we obviously find a reason for every junk that we buy .
The weight of the packets , the number of packets , the numbers of brands covered..ahhh..these are the only numbers we like when the count increases ( i mean that's not the case with age or weight etc..)
Suddenly you also realize that someone in the census department is so wrong in quoting figures , who in this world says the female count is lesser than the men I mean look at it its like a mad rush where its a situation like 'All that you get here is free'..
And if its your day ..you will have a situation like - "while searching for something (which you obviously have no idea what it is ) you hold on to a piece,a lady by your side asks ' are you going to buy this ? ' and then you realize you had the most beautiful thing in your hand and what a fool you were , you dont see anything left right  and buy it " that feeling is nothing less than the feeling of victory
I know I always end up buying things I don't need , spending much more than I really needed ..but the joy of shopping cannot be expressed in words..." There are truly some things money cant buy "

Whether Weather

Looking Outside from the glass windows of my office turning my face away from my workstation , I see the sky has suddenly turned dark , though i cant feel it , but i can sense the cold wind that makes the trees bend , and then suddenly with much fanfare the drops of water fall..yes its raining and its what they call awesome weather outside..but then how so ever much i may wish I cannot go outside and enjoy the rain , and I feel helpless..
But this feeling isn't new to me , since the time my brain started forming memories , I remember feeling the same always, just the reasons were different..
When I was a school going kid , and the weather would turn beautiful , which at that point of time meant the "Best weather to play/To get Wet" , it was always exam time (I guess god deliberately makes march and april the best months of the year) and going out meant a week long course of coldarins and paracetmols , then I would think let this school thing get over then I would enjoy the rain.
As I grew up , the same weather became romantic weather , and i would dream of enjoying it with my  would be sweetheart , long walks , rides on the bike..
As years flew by , the same weather meant "Not going to the Office/Don't feel like working weather" ,and somehow I would try to pass my day in the office , in a hope that I would enjoy in the evening.
But today as I write this , I have come in peace with the helpless feeling of not wanting to be where I am and just being somewhere else to enjoy the weather, the feeling of missing the opportunity to enjoy , I have realized no matter what I may want some things are not in my control and I should make the best of whatever the present is..
Whether I will one day be able to enjoy this Weather , is a question that still remains unanswered..